Patreon (English version)

Hello,

 I am looking for a way to finance my consultations with psychology and to be able to buy a computer and other elements that I need to be able to dedicate myself to the project that I have in mind, so I created a Patreon, in case you want to see it, here is the link:

https://www.patreon.com/user?u=82510567&utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator 

I'm still at home (at my parents' house), this week passed very quickly, it turns out that my boyfriend was angry with me because I came... that is, he wanted me to be there watching how he made stupid decisions, that day I reached my limit and preferred my mental health before anything else, and it made him angry because unfortunately I have accustomed him to the fact that I live 24/7 for him (he is my favorite person) and in many crises I have begged him (it sounds like ugly, but it's the truth) so that we can continue together and not end, but... but that day I got tired, I am a person who gives many opportunities to others until I reach the top, that day was my peak. In the days that I have been here I have been able to read, rest, sleep, be well with my parents, I have not had any worries at all. I have felt very indifferent towards him because I simply think that we have already had enough discussions for the same thing and added to this he told me that he was bored and that he was calm without me (Spoiler: two hours later he called me to tell me that he loved me), so I just tuned out my feelings.

In an unexpected twist, I plan to stay until Monday of the other week. In my entire life, since I left and I was still in the basic cycle, I had not felt so calm. It's the first time I have come since I am on the medication and in therapy. I would really like to be able to see my psychologist these days to evaluate me, two weeks ago my psychiatrist saw me and officially took me off the sleeping pill, now I am sleeping without help. The psychiatrist made a lot of emphasis on the subject of continuing in psychology so that one day I could take off the other medications.

These days I have been dedicating myself to my project, reading, listening to music and organizing other aspects of my life. 

The job I had applied for didn't come true because I mentioned that I had a trip planned in three years, so they told me no, but that they would call me if they opened another campaign.

To cope with the stressful situations I've had while being away from my favorite person, I've been writing in my diary and I've done mindfulness to better deal with my emotions and the way I dream of reacting.

I will be writing on this blog every 7 days every Saturday because it better accommodates the responsibilities I have on a daily basis.

If you want to write something or comment about your life, my comment box is available.

Remember that you are not alone, you have yourselves!